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Actually i dun have much to write.
I wanna talk about the forum thing, there are a lot of discussions going on now. I happen to try to write some comment, but it seems nv ending. oh my god, i finally end my comment today, jus dropped that topic. haha
Tired, Tired, Tired!! |
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悠哉悠哉，辗转反侧！
其实也没那么严重，只是发生了一连串的事，让我感觉到压力。
在我人生中最害怕的事情，我一度以为会再次发生。接到电话时，以为历史将重演。但还好，没事。我已经无法再承受失去一个人的伤痛，我不知我会变成什么样子。我会尽我能力的，我也希望你会好好的。
学校的功课好多，我的天，我好累，已经在也没有什么力气去想无谓的事了。只有通过忙碌的生活来填满我的人生，我想这是最好的现在。不过庆幸的是我热爱我所读的科目，除了哈哈。
我想不管多累，为了你也为了我，我会撑下去。哈哈，这不是我一向来的作风吗？ |
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I am freaking tired after one week of school, I am sick and tired of the journey to school, is soooooo far. Haiz, I can't do anything.
I thought of using the long weekend to recharge before the start of another week. Kim suddenly pop out and asked if I want to go shopping, oh man, I am broke. haha, She said it is the last chance to shop. LAST CHANCE? haha, we girls always short of clothes, shoes and bags. Understand!! Ai yo, It is not the first time i heard that it is our last chance to shop, wei earn also said before. haiz.
oh, i looked like Country Pumkin. haha, though i have been through custom so many times in my life, including HK, Macau, China. haha.
Well it was a great trip, things were pretty cheap as compared to Singapore. Oh ya, we had a great feast, erm cost less than 20 Sing. I like the squid ring. haha. Honestly, i dun noe wad kim is ordering, i only noe i order my fav BBQ Chicken. haha
Nothing much about the shopping process, but i would like to thank Kim for letting me the shirt. haha. I guess we have 3 common shirts now, pls tel me when u wearing it, if not we would look like couple. Pls also dun ask me to shop again, my wardrobe is bursting, and my bank is shrinking.
By the way, we saw a group of youth along the overhead bridge in Malaysia, so scary lo. I very pai si de. I scare they will bully us. haha, luckily, we were safe and sound at the end of the day.
I had serious headache when back in Singapore. Nvm, Kim helped me to open the window to the world (this is wad she said, sound a bit haha, hello, only Malaysia, plus only that shopping mall lo) haha, thank you hor. |
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爱情，爱情，你为何如此折磨！
在你来临的一瞬间，我无知的认为那是永远；
在你离去的一瞬间，我清楚地知道那是永远。
永远在相爱时，是那么的遥远；
永远在爱过后，是那么的清晰。
曾经的那甜美的岁月，印在我心头；
而心头上的快乐，如今是那么的痛心。
你的山盟海誓；让我看见了天涯海角；
你的山盟海誓；证实世上有谎言存在。
曾经沧海难为水，除却巫山不是云。
如今那曾经已不存在。
你是那么任性地走进我的世界，却温柔地离开，
留下的是永恒的伤口。
如果说爱你是一种错，那么爱你又怎么错了呢？
只要一秒，我爱上你；
忘记，不只一秒，是个未知数。
爱过了，痛过了，
你走了，我想忘，
可是你并没有教我如何忘记你！
我会为自己选择新的生活方式，
在没有你的世界里，我会活得更好！
我相信，我可以！ |
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We went for thr Rag day at NUS on Friday, it was awesome, haha. I was so amazed.
Who are we? haha, Nicole, Kim leng and me. well others went with thier friends, ya.
It was jus too pity that we did not get a very good spot to view the whole event. Nvm, we can still see. Well, due to the hot weather and the crowd, we decided to go for lunch and prepared to come back to view Art Rag. haha, in the end we did not, cos we were so comfortable at that period of time, did not wish to go back again. haha
Oh after that, we went to the Central Library. Erm, of course we walked around and tried to see where all the books are. haha. but that is not the main point for me. haha. The main thing i wanna said is I WENT TO CHINESE LIBRARY, (my fav place), the books there Wooo, guess i nd not to explain anymore. haha, it would be my best hang out place then, (my fren prefer Central library, haiz) nvm, will see then.
Talk bt library, i so tired of trying to login into the portal. I failed and failed the way, haiz. It is my laptop problem, getting to fix. (but is new laptop!!)
After the library tour including library talk, we went to explore NUS. We started our journey from Engineering block. haha
We had tried the Indonesia food, which was famous. Not bad, we ordered the chicken without rice, the aunty's facial expression looked very funny when she asked us again if we want rice. haha
erm, kim suggest we find a canteen to drink and one to eat dessert. haha
So we continue our journey around Engine block and we got to the Design school. There was a slope up there, so i suggested why not we go up. Oh my god, there is no road there. haha, oh i am sorry, this kind of things bound to happen during exploring. haha
At the end, we bought can drinks at Design block and took 96 back to MRT. haha, i did not finish my coke, not even half, cos i scare bus driver scold. haha
haha, it was such a hectic day there, but was fun. haha |
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步行两年多，寻找我所要寻找的。
无奈，无答案！
要坚持，我所坚持的？
要放弃，我所奢望的？
我重复思考。
不甘心？不愿意？
我的心告诉我。
试了几遍，最终回到原点！
好宽，好大的路！
行人很多，可是我只看见你！
想上前，却停留在原地。
为何？没勇气！
我挣扎，我求救。
但无济于事。
我爱所以我痛，我爱所以我哭！
最终留下的是破碎的心！
想通了，也愿意放下了。这会是最后一次吗？
在一个没有你的空间，我为自己选择了新的生活方式。 |
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今天在不是很兴奋的情况下去参加了教育部所举办的颁奖典礼，一切的细节都在预料之中。 人不多，可使整个典礼很严肃。不过我和几个一面之缘的朋友在那儿嘻嘻哈哈，哈哈。
在开玩笑的情况说我会毁约，结果这就成为了我们三个那五个小时的笑点。我们也开始说冷笑话，不过我技高一筹，哈哈。你也不错啦，我会记得你说的A, 满有道理的！也许是我想太多，太低估自己了，不过也不可一太高傲，因为我曾经就因此而吃了教训。希望可以在NUS 见到你们，我会说Hi to both of you. 哈哈。
哦，我很想感谢我的老师，李老师特地抽空下来，虽然是短暂的时间，我已经感激不尽，也希望我不会让你失望。也同时感谢我的校长，她也帮了我很多，在星烁的两年是我人生的转捩点。 我从新肯定了我对于华文的热诚，也同时订下了我的人生目标和我的将来。听起来有点夸张，可是这是铁般的事实，我没有在胡扯，我很认真。
我老爸也是第一次参加更我有关的典礼，他从不曾见过我的老师，或去过我的学校参加我各种各样的典礼。他说：“我知道你会努力学习，所以我很放心，即使我不去见你的老师，我也知道你没问题的！”感动吧！他在我学习生涯将进入另一各阶段时才说出他心中的话，他让我误会他好多年，认为它不关心我，不过有时他真得很讨厌。哈哈，他也从来没有鼓励过我，一只泼我冷水，不过现在他终于学会什么是鼓励了。哈哈，“用工读书，努力争取，你可以的！”
在此时此刻，我身边缺少了一个很重要的人。 我本想带着你留下的手表上台，最终还是没有。我相信深信你看得见我的努力，一直以来只要想到你， 我就会有动力。曾经痛恨你的离开，不过长到了，也懂事了。无论发生什么事，我不会像以前一样傻了。 唯一的目标就是我心中的目标，我会努力的。哈哈 |
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